I'm losing hope kung saan ako pwede mag apply

Ayun I'm a former Concentrix, Inspiro and Ibex employee na previously nag apply ako sa multiple company na parang naubos na yung 6 digits ko pera para lang maka kuha ng JO. And that was before like last year. Since wala ako work today hirap ako mag decide kasi ayoko mangyari nanaman yung same way nangyari before na mauubos nanaman tas mapupunta sa wala yung pinamasahe ko. I just don't know kung pano ko ma eexcel yung experience ko kung ilan beses nanaman ako ma rereject.