Crush didn't come to school

Scared n worried about him. At first I was hoping that it was actually bad because why would you miss school for something simple? But then I was hoping it was just a cold or smth because I noticed his hair was kinda wet from the rain on the previous day, so fingers crossed it's not anything bad. But I do remember once he joked about breaking his arm or smth and he better not have broken anything.

Today was a day where it would've been really great if he was there. Everything would've fallen into place. Ever since we've moved seats, things haven't been the same. I miss him all the time and I'm worried something really bad happened. What if he was going to a funeral? What if he's moving away? If I don't see him on Monday, idek.

It's not my place to worry about him, but no one else seems to be. He actually means more to me than I originally thought. Everyone else is like "Oh he's not here today" and I'm like "omg he's never absent, is he okay? I'm not gonna see him for 3 days"

Next week is Valentine's Day too, and I thought he was going to the dance. If he's absent again I'm going to be even more worried. I want to ask him why he was absent but I think it's a little weird because we haven't talked in a minute. I hope he still hangs around me though, even if we never talk again.