Can someone help me overcome this problem 😔😔😔

Btw to those who are asking, YES, IM STILL ON BREAK, But I just felt like I needed to post this now.

You see guys, I know you guys see me having takes like Yumeko > Yuuichi etc, but I actually enjoyed Tomodachi game a lot. I’m not lying when I said that is pretty well written and really enjoyable, but honestly I just felt that Tomodachi game has been unreadable for me now.

You see, I have been arguing with a lot of these people who glaze Yuuichi a lot, whenever I see a SCD Video with Yuuichi (I usually got for them cuz they have the best music tbh) and I comment, for example. Yumeko > Yuuichi, etc, there will always be ONE guy who is gonna insult me for my takes and saying something like “never scale again, Yuuichi decimates Yumeko, you read TG with your eyes close” and I usually politely explain why I have this Take, but then I would just insulted again. Which is just so annoying.

it usually happens alot of times now, and now it reached a point whenever I try to reread Tomodachi game. And I see Yuuichi, I just feit like I hated Yuuichi now and felt the manga was unreadable for me because whenever I see Yuuichi or Tomodachi game manga now, I feel this sense of hatred 😭😭😭, which literally sucks because I absolutely love the series and imo it’s one of the most re-readable series, and a great psychological manga too.

I know this may seem stupid, because most people would say “why would a fandom ruin your experience with the story” but it really does take a toll once you faced it like MANY MANY Times, but yeah this is just how I feel now, I can’t even enjoy the manga because I would always feel hatred towards the fans and the character too. 😔

Do y’all have any suggestions on how I can overcome this? Thanks yall for your time.