Genuine problem , you can make fun of meno problem.Par fhir help bhi kardena.

So I don't have po** addiction or anything like that but one thing which is keeping me behind everyone is me creating fake scenarios ( it's so tough to get over it whenever I say to myself i will never repeat this I always tend towards repeating it ) , by fake scenarios I mean future girlfriend and stuff or I am a football playerike ronaldo or cricket player like virat kohli who is winning trophy for India ( till the point ki pura din nikal jata hai issi bakchodi mai ) aur saath me high volume music which without i cannot even focus a bit ( I am confused as fuck i have my baords exams in 3 weeks. I really want to work hard more than I working hard and want to get better by not focusing on this activites. but I really can't stop doing those even tho I know they are not important in my present life and only going to destroy my future( bade bhai ya even chote bhai ki tarah samajha do how to get out of it)