I live with a constant headache

I have a strange condition where I live with a headache. From the moment I wake up to the second I go to sleep, my head is in pain.

Please note HEADACHE not HEADACHES. Singular. It’s been one constant headache for 5 years. This is unlike any “migraine” most people are familiar with.

I’ve had it this condition for over 5 years now and eventually I managed to live my life quite normally (or at least, close to normally) in spite of this.

I’ve made attempts to meditate in the past, but I find sitting down and doing nothing especially painful. I’ve thrived off of keeping my mind busy so that I don’t pay attention to my head pain. In the summer of 2022 I meditated everyday for 50 days straight, but really struggled with most of them and eventually quit.

This is more of a venting post than anything. Hoping someone here can provide an interesting insight. Perhaps your meditation sessions are more difficult than that of the average person for whatever reason?