I finally blocked her. Still I'm angry. Please help
(please read the whole thing and help me)
I 20 M met a 22F online almost 2 years ago...we never met in real life. But since I started liking her (18 months ago), I wanted to meet her really bad.
A part of me felt like I wanted to be better for her. So I went on losing 30 kgs and I somehow got a job that could give me a chance to be next to her (I'm from South and she is from North).
She had a boyfriend when I met her who went on to cheat on her with multiple women. After they broke up, most of our initial conversation was she crying about him and me trying to calm her down.
Things crossed a line where her cries about him overwhelmed me and when I ask her to stop, she starts bombing me and blocking me. I got blocked for 6+ times (I lost count) one of the blocks was for 4 months lol.
Then she came back and I somehow got a job and I confessed and she pays me back with "love bombing" me for an month and then slapping me with how she just "faked" her feelings for me and how she did just just so she could move on from his ex boyfriend.
She really played me. We had conversation for twice after this. I asked her for some time so I can forget things. But she texted me again yesterday and triggered all my traumas with the conversation.
My mom cried when I told her this and she was like "is this the value of my son" and it really haunts me to this day
I lost my head. Wasn't able to sleep. Finally sent her this message and blocked her everywhere.
I blocked her, but a part of me is still angry. How do I calm down
(please read the whole thing and help me)
I 20 M met a 22F online almost 2 years ago...we never met in real life. But since I started liking her (18 months ago), I wanted to meet her really bad.
A part of me felt like I wanted to be better for her. So I went on losing 30 kgs and I somehow got a job that could give me a chance to be next to her (I'm from South and she is from North).
She had a boyfriend when I met her who went on to cheat on her with multiple women. After they broke up, most of our initial conversation was she crying about him and me trying to calm her down.
Things crossed a line where her cries about him overwhelmed me and when I ask her to stop, she starts bombing me and blocking me. I got blocked for 6+ times (I lost count) one of the blocks was for 4 months lol.
Then she came back and I somehow got a job and I confessed and she pays me back with "love bombing" me for an month and then slapping me with how she just "faked" her feelings for me and how she did just just so she could move on from his ex boyfriend.
She really played me. We had conversation for twice after this. I asked her for some time so I can forget things. But she texted me again yesterday and triggered all my traumas with the conversation.
My mom cried when I told her this and she was like "is this the value of my son" and it really haunts me to this day
I lost my head. Wasn't able to sleep. Finally sent her this message and blocked her everywhere.
I blocked her, but a part of me is still angry. How do I calm down