I want to be traumatised out of vaping

HI 19 F here. on day 2 of cold turkey, i have tried to quit numerous times but always fall back. i want to quit because i know it isn't good for me but its hard to stay motivated, i have been googling for fucked up pictures or anything that would scar my mind a bit but I can't find anything. Does anyone know a good documentary or article that will scare the shit out of me