Conversion To Christianity

Hi I'm a Muslim (Ex Muslim actually) and I'm fascinated by Christianity And Jesus himself but I need some reasons to convert also considering Christianity is persecuted in my country and there is possiblity that I can't get baptized at a church or go to church (Sorry for bad English and thanks for your time and help) ( I already posted this on Christianity subreddit but I thinks it's a good idea to share it with here too )