Death scared of relationships.

Death scared of relationships

Y'know incels?, then I might as well be a Volcel, seriously, I'm not scared of women I don't look bad I'm fit and I have a job, and people here think that my autistic traits are a bit "quirky" yet charismatic.

Yet whenever I feel or notice that a woman might like me I become horribly afraid internally, even if she's ugly.

I hear my NT friends talk about women and how they get and not get em and inceldom and blah blah blah.

I have gathered a reputation here for being fully unafraid of talking to pretty women, they ask me how I do it and I say "I just don't care", because I feel unable to see people as potential partners, even physically.

I am so scared of having a relationship with someone that whenever a girl feels like a potential partner I just fully stop talking to them.

Could you guys cook up any theories on why I could feel like this?, I believe the divorce of my parents has something to do with it.