What are your constant symptoms? (even when not in an episode)

What sort of symptoms do you struggle with constantly? Either when medicated or not. For me I think it’s just high levels of anxiety/low grade depression and agitation. I’d blow up over the tiniest things and spiral super easily. Just always feel really off. Constant SI. Rarely get a break from it. Since going on a mood stabiliser I’ve been far more calm, happier and way less impulsive (not drinking, managed to quit vaping, can actually keep a routine). I guess I’m still accepting my diagnosis - wondering whether bipolar fits… sometimes I talk myself into thinking it’s something other than (even if I have a co-morbid something) would love to hear other people’s experiences