I’ll never forget how you left without hesitation.

I know I messed up. I said something stupid, something I shouldn’t have said and I regret it tremendously and have apologized profusely. I just never thought it’d be so easy for you to walk away just like that. I thought if anything ever happened between us you’d at least be willing to try and work it out, I’m sad to admit that I was wrong.

And the worst part? I knew this would happen eventually, I tried so hard to prepare myself for the inevitable, but I let myself get excited anyways. I let myself trust you to not break my heart.

When will I learn?